( he remembers more than he'll ever admit to. prayers and traditions and habits that he won't admit to keeping, from the selah he'd uttered at the end of his encounter with hawley, to the way that he thought of the shema each and every time he was faced with death. to the way that he gravitates towards kosher foods out of habit.
small things that he deliberately doesn't think of that say he hasn't given up his heritage or his people as much as he says he has. things that say the reverse is true, too.
perhaps that's when ben's getting at with his cards. )
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( he remembers more than he'll ever admit to. prayers and traditions and habits that he won't admit to keeping, from the selah he'd uttered at the end of his encounter with hawley, to the way that he thought of the shema each and every time he was faced with death. to the way that he gravitates towards kosher foods out of habit.
small things that he deliberately doesn't think of that say he hasn't given up his heritage or his people as much as he says he has. things that say the reverse is true, too.
perhaps that's when ben's getting at with his cards. )
But the ball's probably in my court.